Gaza Poet Finds Herself “Stuck in October 2023” Despite Life in Ireland
A powerful new episode of the PalCast podcast features the deeply moving story of Ayat Abuhelal, a Palestinian poet and student grappling with the chasm between a life uprooted and a future uncertain. Hosts Yousef and Tony engage in a poignant conversation with Abuhelal, whose stark observation – “It was almost 2026, but it was still October 2023 for her” – encapsulates the enduring trauma and displacement experienced by so many affected by the ongoing conflict in Gaza.
Abuhelal, originally from Gaza, is currently pursuing her education in Ireland, continuing her Bachelor of Arts studies online while preparing for a Master’s degree at University College Dublin. The podcast explores the profound psychological strain of existing between two worlds, a reality marked by both hope and the persistent ache of loss. She describes leaving not only her home but a fundamental part of herself behind in a city now largely in ruins.
The Weight of Displacement: A Shared History of Trauma
Evacuated to Ireland in late August 2025, following the award of a scholarship to UCD, Abuhelal’s journey represents the plight of countless Palestinian students seeking refuge and educational opportunities abroad. Her family endured eleven separate relocations within Gaza during the conflict, constantly searching for safety amidst escalating violence. The podcast details the harrowing realities of hunger, the burden of survivor’s guilt, and the agonizing experience of witnessing the dangers faced by loved ones from afar.
Abuhelal powerfully draws parallels between the suffering in Gaza and the historical trauma of the Irish famine, recognizing a shared experience of collective struggle and loss. This connection has fostered a deep sense of belonging within her new community in Ireland, built on a foundation of empathy and understanding. The resonance of historical trauma, and its impact on present-day experiences, is a critical element in understanding the complexities of displacement and the search for healing.
Despite the challenges, Abuhelal remains steadfast in her commitment to returning to Gaza one day, fueled by a desire to contribute to rebuilding and positive change. She feels a profound responsibility to represent the truth of her people with honesty and care, ensuring their voices are heard on the global stage. This dedication highlights the enduring power of education as a tool for empowerment and social justice.
What does it mean to carry the weight of a homeland’s suffering while simultaneously striving to build a new life? How can communities bridge divides and foster understanding through shared experiences of historical trauma?
For a deeper understanding of the ongoing humanitarian crisis in Gaza, consider supporting organizations like Doctors Without Borders, which provides critical medical care to those in need.
Frequently Asked Questions About Ayat Abuhelal’s Story
Listen to the full story on the new episode of PalCast, now available on Apple Podcasts and Spotify.
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